Defining Oneself

I often find others inquiring the definition of myself; those little questions that ponder who I am behind the smile, witty comments and silly shenanigans. So it makes me wonder, what exactly does it mean to define oneself? To create definition of who you are beyond the external...clarify misconceptions, embody the essence of your id/ego? But how do you define yourself when human beings are far more complex than the single meaning adjectives used to describe them. We are all innately contrary individuals.

The description of myself highly depends on the situations I am going through at the moment, the mood I am in and how much or how little sleep I have had. I am a much more sinister individual after too little sleep or when first waking up. Don't judge me at those times or you may think my mother bore the anti-christ.

So, how would I describe myself? I am a vagabond spirit. My soul wonders from adventure to adventure searching for the beauty and good in this world. I am a deep thinker, as you will learn. I observe and pick apart the different situations I find myself in and the different people I meet. I like to get to the core of my excavations. I love with no abandon. I am not afraid of pain or hard work because there is wisdom in both. I am not one who can be defined as anything else but complex, intricate or contrary.

I hope you will enjoy the adventures my words will bring you as I journal my random deep thoughts about situations, emotions and people. I'm taking a journey and I invite anyone to come along for the ride.